HEYY!!!!!
I'm BACKKKKKKK HOMEE.
Call me out to makan yummylicious food / lola / shop..etc.
ohya , don't call me mobile no - i left it in uk ( euphemism of i accidentally lost it in uk *SHHhh: parents not supposed to know or they'll nag me for being irresponsible and blah blah.blah) Anyways , house no is still the same!
hope to see you guys soonn! esp the backbenchers +
members of wonderland club + ma. + m3 :)


Yan.

for the first time after so long,
..I really feel like going home.

the funny thing is i don't even know what i'm so sopppy sad about.
all i know is i've been crying non stop for the past one hour till it's so hard for me to breathe through my clogged up nose.
:(

Becos pui mun and i were so damn lazy..,
were champions in procrastinating , she ended up camping in my house to complete our pathetic assignments - pathetic lms statutory interpretation essay and our seminar 4 presentation thingy..( unfortunately, we lola-ed too much that we didn't have to time finish the latter..which eventually lead me to stay up till two am in the morning to have it done)

Anyways, it started out fine - with so much energy, with a burning desire to just get the pathetic work done.
" WE MUST COMPLETE OUR WORK!!"
" YES! "
" WE CAN DO IT!"
"YES!"

The next thing i know, the ball of energy was overshadowed by sopppy emoness.Yes. emonesss...when we were listening to pathetic emo songs like:
a)I'll be right here waiting for you - bryan adams.

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
( pm: DON't WAITT! WHY WAITTT!!?? MOVE ONNNNNN!!!)
*laugh.laugh.laugh*
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
( Pm: IF THE HEART BREAKS ALREADY RIGHT?!! WHY WAIT SOME MORE?!)
*laugh.laugh.laugh*
I will be right here waiting for you

b)Unbreak my heart - toni braxton.

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
(pm: ONCE THE HEART BREAK!! HOW CAN YOU
UNBREAK IT??!)
*laugh.laugh.laugh*
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
(pm: I WILL NEVER DO THIS. SO PATHETICC!!)
Un-break my heart

After all the dramatic emoness that made us hungry,
I had a light-bulb-over-the-head-moment..
' Eh, i have paos!!! let's have paos. want or not?!'
' okayokay!'
Becos i do not have a proper pot to steam to paos , what i did was: i placed a plastic bowl as the base, and then put another microwaveable bowl to place the paos. The first round of paos tasted okayyy....until.
i said,' i still have two more paos left. let's just finish everything tonight.'
'okie..'

*five minutes later*
While eating the second batch of paos, i felt funny , as in really funny.
' pm, my eyes feel funny. do your eyes feel pain too?!'
' yalo yalo. my eyes feel pain also.'
' Why ar?!'
' do you smell something?!'
' yeahhh..it's like a burnt smell..'
Out of curiousity , we traced the smell which lead us to the POT - we used to steam the paos and *GASPPPP in horror* when we saw the MELTED plastic bowl ( which was the base) emanating the bad bad horrible TOXIC smell!!

Suddenly, the whole room felt too stuffy.smoky till we had no choice but to stick our heads outside the window to get fresh air. After sticking our heads for five minutes or so, my lungs felt heavy. That was when i started hyperventilating..
' Ohmygosh.ohmygosh. am i gonna die?! I'm still so young..'
' don't be silly. you won't die because of that.'
' Let's get out of the room to get fresh air.'
' Good idea. let's go.'
As soon as we stepped out of my room, **brrrrrr* it was so extremely cold to the maximum that we made a u-turn and decided to hang around the corridors with our lms books.....

Sighhh..
    Pathetic-ness!

Iong Sik. Jee. Vivian. Yan.


Yan / Wee xin / Vivian.


Us striking the *kawaii* pose.


Audrey Hepburn and I :)



Tzelin - who was one hot babe that night and i!


viviannn!

 

 

I had a *blur moment* this morning..
when i stoopidly thought that class was at nine am!!
Rushed thru shower , breakfast ..etc.etc. to get to class on time.

As soon as i got into class , i had a funny feeling cos my usual kaki(s) weren't  sitting on the second row. Then i naively thought
' oh well..maybe they can't wake up or something.they're late.'
After five minutes or so , the sight of a different lecturer - a female lecturer
( i do not have any female lecturers!)  and unfamiliar faces made me realise that i'm in the wrong class.
0.o
 
sighh. quite piii to think of the extra one hour sleep i could actually get if i were to check my timetable first before leaving.
it's nine fifty now.
i'm off to the CORRECT class now.

Zzzz...i'm feeling extremely lazy.
My room is messy ; i have a big pile of clothes waiting to be handwashed ,
a box filled with old (free) newspapers waiting to be cleared and an unmade bed ( teehee..cos i was late for lecture today).
i have not even read through public law for tomorrow's seminar!!
Blah.

I think there's something terribly wrong with me cos i feel tired most of the time.
Not just yesterday/today , but EVERYDAY!
It's not like i do no not get enough sleeep - i think i have more than enough sleep everyday , er.. excluding days where we go lepaking at night.
( note to dearest lammiekins: if you're reading this , you're not allowed to tell mummy and daddy okay! or i'll.muahahaha.. bish-ka-boom u when i get home dis dec)
Sighh... maybe my tired-ness is caused by the glooomyy weather.
Yes! it's all the weather's fault.
It's so sopppy everyday - there's hardly any sunlight here and it gets really cold occasionally  :(

Homesickness.
It's funny how okayy i was during my first week here after dad went home and i was thinking ' hey , living alone is not that bad..'
I even told my friends ' funny la , i don't feel homesick. i don't miss home.'
but out of the blues,  i find myself missing my family alot.
I'm not used to coming home alone , having no one to talk to , facing four
cold walls oh , yes and i forgot to mention , NO TV to watch!!
Gone were the days..where i used to rot infront of the tv after school everyday , with lammiekins  to  catch our i wouldn't call favourite , but 
' standard '  dramas , and then get nag by my mom for not doing my homework.
haha. i can still remember her favourite line :
' come  back home. watch tv tv tv only. no need to do homework?! exam coming! '
oh god , i miss them so much. Can't wait to see them in two months+ time!





On a happier note , I finally bought my HE BEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yippeedooo! i'm gonna coook fried rice with hee beeeeee tonight.
:))))))

i hate the fact that i'm in denial.
it's frustrating.
:(


Yan.

Hey everyone!

sorry for my fickled-ness.
er..i decided to switch back to blogdrive cos i got so frustrated learning how to use blogspot.- the whole insert the picture thingy gets on my nerves and i'm just  plain lazy to learn how to fix the pictures size.etc.etc.
So i decided it's best to just continue ranting my blah-blahs here.

*Cheers*

Yan.